=Biskizit

But I feel really weird right now. Like- yesterday, I had to skip two doses of vital medication just because I screwed up and dropped the thing in my water and only got a little and the stuff was stuck in my mouth all day. (No, I didn't drink all the water) but the time the second dose rolled around, I was too freaked out to take it. So I ended up waking up three hours later after I had turned in for bed-- I can feel my ovary again 3: (At least, I'm sure that's what I'm feeling- that IS the side the doctor was concerned about- it COULD be something else, but no one tells me these things >n< ) It's the weirdest feeling and I was so excited it had gone away before-- but omfg. I'm not in excruciating pain anymore (Thank God) but I am freaked out. I keep thinking "What if it is an infection- how could I be able to tell?"
And has anyone ever had a pill that they've had to take due to medical reasons that actually scared them? Like- the time rolled around for you to take it and you started getting nervous? Maybe it's because my mom forced fed me so many different meds that I never needed when I was little. Like- possibly unknowingly I'm afraid of taking all pills because of it? Like a type of scarring? Know what I mean?
Btw- I know a lot of you are thinking "Omfg- it's just one sad story after another with this chick" NEVER FEAR! Ry and I started getting a bit closer (sadly, it was kinda too late) and she showed me the error of my "parent's" ways. I eventually started putting my foot down and telling my parents what was what.
I dunno, I just wanted to see if anyone else had ever felt that before. Plus, it kinda whigs me out that the side effects list are two pages long *facepalm*